Today I woke up fresh and happy. But there was something missing. I suddenly felt empty and slightly blue. I have strong intuitions and can almost figure out if something’s gonna get messed up. From the last couple of days, I was remembering my late granny who played an important figure in my life. My parents did not have time for me or maybe they never understood me that well. My granny and I clicked at every inch. Both of us loved to write, discuss stuff, play together and even shop together. She was full of life even at the age of 90. She had the spirit of joy and spreading happiness.
This comes to a topic where I feel that there are so many people who are unable to express, either out of dominating families, fear, trauma, abuse, etc. It feels terrible when you cannot express it to the right people. Resistance can be harmful. Unspoken words are like wishes unfulfilled. You pent it up for days, weeks, months and then years. Life is gone. That person hasn’t lived life at all.
This was just an impromptu topic that I penned down just like that for no reason at all. Release your emotions. Talk it out. Stay happy.
13-7-2021